Friday, February 16, 2007 , 6:57 PM Y
Waiting For You..
I was bored to death. So I decided to sleep but there's something scary happened to me.
My body couldn't move. But my eyes were open. I could see the booster below my chin, my cupboard, everything around. Well I couldn't see everything. Just the front. But I couldn't move. I wanted to scream my brother's name. He was in his room but Nothing came out. I was damn scared. Then I could see a small dream. I think I was going to sleep. But then the dream was gone. And I could still see the front but I couldn't move. Like I was crushed.
It's not the first time, I think it started from last year. And it's scary all the time. But I guess maybe I 'm just stressed out to the point that I sleep with my eyes open. You know, body asleep, but mind still awake. So I could still think just not move. Only my eyes were opened. I'm getting really tired with all this and I wonder when it'll stop. Maybe I should stop taking naps but even if I sleep at night it will happen. It's a real headache. But Now I feel better.
HAVE A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
o.O That was unexpected.
Why do you cry when you're happy,
Why do you smile when you're sad,
Why do you laugh when you're angry,
And shout when you're all right,
Human emotions. They're useless.
Today I was thinking like Kyouya or was it Conrad? Nevermind. Just observing few things.
Ja ne,
Nisa, signing out
